Farewell to blogger

This will be my last official blog in blogger. Is sad to say goodbye, but this is life, we need to move on. I am not deleting the blogs here, however from today onwards, will start blogging in my own domain... So farewell to blogger *sob* *sob* For new updates, please go to http://www.rainofwisdom.com Cheers,

David's Bone Marrow Transplant

Just check out David Ting's blog. He is my previous lecturer in INTI college, got to know from a friend last week that David got detected with Leukemia last year and is undergoing a bone marrow transplant at the moment. Although having 4 kids and a wife to wait for his recovery and home return moment, he show no fear in this illness, and instead have been taken it with very positive thinking. Since last week, I have been following his daily blog on the process of his Stel Cell Transplant, and I am really glad to see his red blood count, platelet and his white blood cell to slowly climbing up towards normal level. His blog has definitely remind me to cherish what I have now. For a normal healthy person, we never cared about the figures of the red blood cell, white blood cell, etc. Yet for a Leukemia person, these figure even in a slight increase or decrease can dictate a chance for the person to live. Well, all and all, do wish for a steady and speedy recovery for David. You may visit his blog at http://david-healed.blogspot.com

New home for the blog?

Was trying to move the posts from Blogger to it's new home -> WordPress on my new site just now, but I end up messing with things, nearly lost the whole blog...phew. May be I should think twice again...Though with better features, till today I still can't get comfortable with WordPress...and thinking of leaving blogger behind kind of make me sad also... Enough of playing with WordPress today, luckily I can restore the blogspot back...Took the chance to change the theme also, the previous black is too gloomy...Okie, leaving now to watch one of my favourite TV show... Shall continue with my house moving project soon.

Some achievement

Have not done much of the work over the weekend. Was on a mission of accompanying somebody else to shop the whole of yesterday, first is my dearest sis, then my dearest cousin. Need to note that I DONE SOME GREAET ACHIEVEMENT, that is I didn't buy anything apart from the small bottle of toe nail polish. And I kept my promises of practicing yoga for twice in a week... So life can be as simple as that, window shopping, having nicely painted toe, lazy sunday doing nothing....I check the hosting website yesterday, the cPanel is working again and my domain is ready to use...Life isn't that bad after all, I guess with Venus and Mars start furthering apart, everything else start to turn for a better position...(Just trying to copy the usual phrase I received from the daily horoscope reading ;P) Okie, is time to do some work, but I guess I will enjoy my usual sunday noon nap first. Zzz... ...

Blurry Vision

Something has been bugging my mind recently...though most of the time I am still a happy person as I always be, the miserable moment will still find it's chance to creep into my mood. If someone is sensitive enough, they should have sense my moment of quietness. At times, I will question myself what is the thing that I really want down from my heart, but everything is kind of blurry now. What do I do? I am not sure how long I can keep this to myself...it's really difficult to hold it on...

My true self

I have always wonder why many people see me so differently from how I perceived myself? In their eyes, I am always a tough person while I always feel myself vulnerable. For them, I am always very active and talkative, yet most of the time, I find myself rather spending time at home, and stay quiet in a big group. Most of the times, I don't share my sorrow simply because I don't want to put burden on anyone. Being nice does not mean that I won't get hurt or nothing matters to me. I am getting tired of being the nice person...may be next time I should reveal my true feeling more...to shout, to cry out and to show the pain

The memorable 12th the July

12th the July A date that is so familiar yet so far away Searching through the secret passage I try to look for the pieces of memory Suddenly I realised, oh, that was the day It was the day That I finally decided to let go That I realised I am just waiting for an impossible That I knew by heart it's just not going to work No matter how many tears drop it takes No matter how much heart breaks Though the painful lesson been through It's only fair to treat them true For I always will be the same To hold and stand even on my own Till the last minute of all... ...

Killing the spare time...

This is one of the very rare days that I reached home so early. Went for a training yesterday and today, and it ends at 5pm. So got the luxury of going home early, and do not have to think about work for the whole of 2 days! The training was about 6 Thinking Hats, and I felt the structural thinking method is really great not in the working life but also our dailly life. So, what did I do with the sudden spare of time. Yesterday, I went for a yoga class, then help my cousin to do last minute packing with her luggage...Today, I reach home and the first thing I told my mum was:"Really have not been at home so early in the weekday, I don't know what to do with all the spare time!". Pathetic, isn't it? Well, was thinking to make good use of this evening to start on my web portal, but unfortunately the domain is not publised yet, so the pre-installed script won't work. May be I should just suft the net aimlessly, and leave the dirty job till this weekend as I will be home alone. Looking forward for the freedom! ;p

A little gal that has grown up

My younger sister started her Uni campus life last saturday. She got admission to UPM and as the first year student, it is compulsory to stay in the hostel. So...you see me online more, blog more, because there is no one to fight for the internet with me. On the other side, no one to talk rubbish to me anymore, and no one to sneak out with me to get the McD ice cream at night. Time really flies, me and my younger sister is almost 9 years apart, so I can say that I see her grown up from a little baby to the decent gal today. Though the big age gap, we are very close, partly is because she is more mature that her own age and I am much kiddo than my own age. I still remember some time ago, I accompany her to go for the MPYO audition. I was watching her performing through the TV screen outside of the hall. Though I can't hear the sound, but I can imagine the Brahm pieces played by her. At that time, there are also a few people standing around and suddenly I understand how those parents are proud of their children. I feel exactly the same, and wanted to tell the rest that "Yeah, that is my sister performing on the stage...isn't she good?" that kind of thing ;p Well, now that she has start a new milestone in her life, I truthfully wish her to have the best time in Campus. Do miss her already... ...

Just finished editing the Cambodia trip's photo. We did have fun and enjoy the trip despite I dropped my purse at the last day. Will tell that story in another day, yesterday when I want to post by photos and write blog for the cambodia trip, I find it so hassle to maintain it accross a few website, and hence the idea of having a centralised portal for my blog and album. With this I need to get a hosting, which deciding which hosting company to go for is quite a big problem itself. So far I can only find Power web that provide wordpress and simpleviewer script. Anyway, shall revamp my website very soon, and do wait for the new face lift! Till then sorry to say, that you can't view my cambodia trip photo yet ;p

Second Half of the year

Today is 1st of July, which means it is officially the second half of year 2006. I can't recall that if I achieve anything great, other than having 2 awesome holidays. May be I shall set myself some goals for the next half of the year: 1. Execute my saving plans, hav not been saving enough in the first half of the year due to a lot of unforeseen expenditure 2. Practice yoga at least twice in a week...shall consider to join the fitness centre 3. Reduce the number of shopping 4. Drinks more water everyday - sounds easy but I am one that can live without water for a day 5. Read at least one book and one magazine per month 6. Secret, not going to tell you here ;p