This is me, I am Yee Huey

Was browsing through a fellow's blog, started to notice this blog because of some of the funny articles wrote by him forwarded from friends. I started this blog while i was study in UK, because it is tiring to reply email to everyone and telling them the same thing over and over again. Thus I thought with a blog to update my daily news will be good, i can just refer everyone to the blog to get my latest news. But this Kenny has a more ambitious reason to start his blog, he wanted to re-discovering his life...he said something about life is routine but not a normal one...Quite interesting...I like the way he wrote his blog, and the last phrase he use "Yeah, this is me, I am Kenny" kind of stuff. Very agreed of what he said...everyone is unique and individual, and you should just be yourself, and that's what makes you as you... PS: Kennysia blog -> http://www.kennysia.com

Demotivated...

Just got to know from the Sales director that we lost on a recent tender. Although this is not the first time, but I felt quite dissappointed and demotivated of this lost, probably I were involved quite a lot for this bid since the beginning. Though of the effort and commitment that we have put in, we still lost it. I guess the same theory applies to life...Feel like my strength is getting weaker and weaker...

不要随便牵手，更不要随便放手...

Read the title from etn's blog. It says once you given your heart out, do not let it go easily. I totally agree with it. Love don't just come in a second, I never believe in love at first sight story. It is something that gradually builds up from slowly knowing a person, the understanding, trust of each other and sharing their moments together. It is precious, one shall not to give up till the last moment. But on the other hand, love is suppose to be a mutual feelings between two, if one already gave up, what good would it do for the other to hold on? It may be even simply too selfish for the one that refusing to let go...because to love someone is to let them free...This is a simple theory that everyone understand, yet most find it hardest to practice......

The tiny little amazing creature

Just watch the "House", this episode was evolving around the babies. Hmm, they are so tiny yet they have just enough to start breathing on their own at the moment they are out of the mummy stomach...It's just amazing to see them moving their little hands and legs... Oh no, since when I started to get touched by looking at the babies? May be because Piggy is expecting a baby which makes me somehow excited? or may be it's my own biological clock? Haha...anyway, if I were to have a baby girl next time, I will name her Sophie...it just sound sweet on a baby girl ;)

Saturated = Low Productivity?

Have been feeling tired on my job recently. Thinking about it, in the pass one month, I have been working more and more hours in a day, and sometimes even in the weekend. Really feel that I am saturated from work, can't really focus on work especially after the Bangladesh trip. It's a bad cycle thingy, because of tiredness, I feel that I am in my very low productivity level, because of the low productivity, I have to work more hours, and hence feel even more tired... What's the way out from it? I am going for a trip next weekend, but at the moment I am not excited about it at all...What I need now is just a day off, to stay at some cosy place, without any appointments, without any phone calls, without any disturbs and just relax and do nothing at all.

The unfinished story of Dhaka

Everyone ask me about the Dhaka trip when they first see me after the trip. At first I am still quite patient of explaining about the traffic, about the people, about the food and the hotel...Soon I got bored of repeating the same thing again and again, and the stories go shorter and shorter. The only thing that still fresh in my memories, is the shadow of the little girl that begged money from me. The way she followed us bare footed along the street, the fact that she is so tiny and thin...The guiltiness that I didn't give money to her although I really feel to... Some say that we are not helping them by giving them the money, it will only make a habit for them to beg for living instead of learning to earn for one. But from the very beginning, do they have a choice? Looking at my friend's daughter that is merely 2 years old, she is blessed with rich parents, sitting in comfortable Benz and BMW and staying in a fully air-conditioned 3 storey luxury house...while this girl in the busy street of Dhaka has to beg for warm and food to fill the stomach. Was it fair? I really can't reason it out...

Adventurous yet clumpsy

Okay, this suppose to be a happy sunday family outing in One U...It all went well, everyone got something they want, till the minute we are about to leave. What happened? I LOST THE STUPID PARKING TICKET, sorry, it wasn't the parking ticket fault, so I shouldn't say it is stupid. I am the one to blame, because I misplaced it "who knows some where". There's no way to track back, because we walk from the new wing to the old wing and then the new wing...At the end? I end up paying RM20 instead of RM1...which i can happily spent to eat 19 McD vanila cone ice cream, or simply donate to save a child in Africa from starving! Sigh, i never come across any star reading that said a sagi would be so careless and clumpsy, I always spilled the coffee over the breakfast table, I always look for my house keys, I lost my rings twice, I lost countless pair of earrings, etc, etc. May be I should double checked with my mum about my birthdate, could she remember the wrong date? Otherwise, it must be the gene...

Continue Your Adventure

Life has been hectic after the trip till I nearly forgot about it. Still have no idea what I am talking about? Hehe...."I RECEIVED MY OPEN WATER DIVER ID TODAY!"...so happy, hmm though the photo on the card is in poor quality. Is just merely a month after the trip, but I am feeling like I have done it for so long ago. Just hope that I won't forget how to control the bouyancy before my next scuba diving trip.

Going back home tonight

SO, finally done with the kick off meeting in Dhaka. Feel very excited about going home now, haha...like a small kid. Anyway, the flight only depart around midnight, meaning that I will be spending the night on the plane, sigh, torturing. I took a picture of the pedestrians on the street this morning while sitting in the CNG. Shall post it online later if got chance. Till then, Dhaka, shall be back in this city very soon for the second kick off meeting...

Dhaka, Bangladesh

I am in Dhaka, Bangladesh now, it is my first visit. Have not got much time for any visiting, but seen quite a few interesting situation here. First, you can find all sorts of mode of transport on the main road. Big trucks, small lorries, torn out private car, trishaw, the tuk-tuk taxi...you named it , they got it here. Secondly, there is hardly any traffic lights on the road because basically the drivers just squeeze in anywhere they can and hence the non stop horning sounds on the road from the crack of dawn till night. This morning, we were taking a so called private taxi from the hotel to the customer place. The car is so torn out that we thought at any time the door or any parts of the car could just fall off. The funny thing is half way through the trip it started to rain, and the car window next to where my colleague sit can not be wind up. Eventually, the driver have to get down half way and manually pull the window up using the hand. I guess bangladesh will be an interesting place for backpacking, to discover the culture here and experience the people's living. If I have a camera with me, I will be taking a lot of photos on the people, they are so full of the local characteristic that is so much different from the people in the big cities. I do miss the civilization of the big city, but I guess for a 3 days trip in Dhaka, the warmness of the local people could help me sustain through it :)

The joy of simple living

Was browsing through the book "The joy of simple living" in the book fair. One of the rules is to ask ourself 6 questions before we buy something. The questions are something like "Do I need it"?, "Do I want it?", "Does it add value to your life?", "Will you feel very happy of having it?", "Is there any alternative?", and I can't remember the last one... I didn't buy the book at the end after I asked myself the 6 questions...I probably know how to live a simple life already, it is just a matter of practicing it. Just like you know exercise is good for health, but you just didn't do it, just like you know sleeping early is essential for a good health, but you just stay up late everyday. As it is always is, saying is much more easier than doing it.

Finally...the borned of first post in WordPress

Phew, after playing around with the site for 3 full hours, I finally grasped the essence of using the website..no doubt that it is a feature rich web site...but it's even so difficult for me (I dare to say I am computer literate), what about a comp dummy? Haha... Anyway, I finally made it...you are welcome to pay a visit anything...More photos to come for sure... http://feelingthemoment.wordpress.com

Feel it with the heart...

Just log into the friendster and noticed that they have added in a daily horoscope. It writes "Today brings a major turning point in a relationship. Certain truths become obvious." Wonder what could it be? Anyway, suppose to go out, but stomach was not feeling well, so have to stay at home. Is another week since I last blog, a bit sorry for myself being so busy at work, that I hardly have time to blog now, hardly have time to do reading the books and magazines that are pilling up beside my bed, hardly have time to watch the DVDs that my friend lend to me...hardly have time just to sit down and day dreaming... I guess I am being lazy recently, not really writing anything about myself much, mostly very surface thingy, may be it is not appropriate to expose the deep down now. However, today when I find out the lyrics about Janice Wei's song - "Long distance", it clicks with my heart, just posted it here to share with you all...By the way, the chinese version was sang by Leon Lai before, one of my old favourite song. When I'm feeling blue Lost without a clue Sparks between our eyes Nothing can be as true Sing my life for you Paintings that I drew One plus one makes two How I wish to caress you Tell me where we're heading to What we do may seem so crude Where's the good in our goodbyes The time you leaves The time you break my heart in two Even though we're far apart Send my love with all my heart When you miss me at night Look at the stars shining bright For the times you pulled me through All the things I do for you Running tears from my eyes Thinking how will I survive next goodbye PS: I am listening to a CD that my friend lend me, don't find it special when listening yesterday. But today when I replay the CD again, and listen to each song with my heart, it touches me...Each of the songs is like telling a story. So next time when you do something, do it with your heart, you will find the whole world suddenly become very beautiful.