I hate packing...

I try to stuff all my things into the luggage just to figure out how heavy will it be, shockingly just 2/3 of the things is already 25kg. God, there is no way I can make it to 20kg. Sigh...guess I have to contact the shipping company already. Just hope that they are willing to come in such a short notice. Little little things can really add up to be some weight. Dunno why, suddenly feel so tired of everything. May be is really time to go home and settle down. Feel like crying now...