Two words to describe today...STRESSED OUT!!!

Don't mind if i ask if this is summer? When I am expecting warm and sunny day since July, what we got is just rain and rain most of the time. Not to mentioned the occasionally heavy down pour that lead to flood, hence mess on traffic and tube services abruption. No wonder the local are all gone mad when on the rare blue sky and shining sun...I think i will soon join the crowd... Being a KTP associate, there is much to learn, and high expectations to achieve. Beside the ordinary work load, will need to try develop technical skills, already a MBCS, trying to get to CITP, considering a MCAD/MCSD, need to be MCMI by end of the project, may be a CM in the future and my personal interest in doing some other research. How can one simply cope with so many things at one time? Stop being kiasu, lady!

It's sunday evening again, the time where monday blue prematures....Weather is gloomy today, so did my mood. Felt really HS this morning, but did feel better after chatting up with two friends back home...Guess should call back more often. Wonder how a day pass by so quickly, just a few phone calls and emails and the whole day is gone. Hmm....can I have more time to read on the magazine that I am suppose to? Why am I feeling time is never enough and there are still so much to do? Better stop complaining...best to lie down on my freshly smell bedsheet and get prepare for a new week! ps:My one piece sport dress that i wear as pyjamas has gone while I hang it out for drying today...with the rest of my laundry kept intact on the drying line....what can i say, strange thing does happened....

Oh, I am serious when I said I will be blogging everyday, but days just easily slip away. It's now Wednesday, was not really in good motivation of working this week... Need to be more productive tomorrow. Weather has been shitty as well, the whole of monday was raining...making it worse as a start of a week. However, I did manage to start my pilates class as plan...something good that worth to give a star. Also, i broke the record of lowest weight since ... hmm, year 2002? Amazingly the weight just vanished before I realised what have I done or not done? Did sleep good and eat normally, seldom exercise other than the little walking everyday. Couldn't understand at all...

Hmm, another 5 minute to become saturday. Promise myself to come and update the blog everyday, but end up being coach potato for the whole night for a whole series of tv show. Big Brother has end today, finally after 71 days...and Miss or Mr Nadia bit out the others to walk away with ?63,500. Tot that it was not really a lot of money after being physically torture in a closing area for 10 weeks. Anyway, the show has gained all the attention it wanted and has make the right choice to end this week before the Olympic start next Friday. Feeling a bit sleepy already....may be will watch The Notebook first...Nighta.

Wasn't in a good mood today, may be is because of the project that is getting slow progress at the end. However do feel better after listening to the mix fm, good music is always a better way to lighten up a person. Thinking back to the first day, it has been 3 months since I joined this job, achievement are not too obvious to be seen yet. Wonder how the 3 months are spend...No wonder little boss are a bit frustrated of the lay back of big boss. Hopefully after the first LMC, everything is setting up as it suppose to be. I noticed that the day has getting dark earlier now, summer is going to end soon before i even sense it's starting. Well, just have to enjoy the sun while I can...by the way, autumn is my favourite season, so it's not too bad too look forward for it.

I love pink! Can't recall when i started it, but out of sudden I am just so passion about pink. My closet is no longer stretch of clothes in black and nature colour....even of smaller things like the accessories, anything that I could get for a pink colour. Back to few years ago, I would have tot flowers? pinks? that is so girlish, but I just like it for no reasons now....May be is because of the fashion trend of this year, there is definitely a lot of floral prints going around, mainly roses....Could see it as a good change ;) Saw an advertisement on newspaper for homeworking. It claims that it can pay ?1.60 for every envelope that you stuffed. That is really good money to earn! The offer is really unresistable. But for the second thought, this sounds too good to be true, if money can be earned so easily, why are there still so many ppl strugging out there just to work for surviving. So I did a check on the company on google, and within minutes, I found out is just a scam...Feel sad that my dream of earning more money is now broken, but is really a very good lesson learned up without having to pay for the price first! Thanks to the internet technology. For those people out there with the same curiousity as me, check out this site first before thinking of home working... http://wwwhomeworkinguk.com/scam.htm Okie, enough blogging for today, should update more about works tomorrow.