I am having a little cramp on the left toe again...Never had cramp so often, not sure if it is because of too much walking or the shoes... It's almost 4 months after the operation, scar is fading off, but with the culloid , it will always remind me of how bad the experience was. Sometimes of the morning when i just wake up, the uneasy feeling on the neck still shocked me so much. For how vulnerable one person can be, for the forever gone part, for slight possibly of coarsing voice... Anyway, I think i am still a blessed person to say it happens between a time that i can take full rest mentally and physically, with the support of family and after all nothing serious really happen... Shall be reminding myself to be more appreciate each of the day, and of course to Luv each of the day!